Bad news...

I should start off by saying our bad news is not of Daniels health. His results came back from Leeds pretty similar to that of Alderheys results, they dont seem overly concerned and have sceduled an ultrasound in October when they will be able to tell us more.
Now, the bad news.....after starting to return to normal last week (physically and emotionally) on Friday i get a phonecall from Michael to say - sit down for this part - he has LOST HIS JOB! Yes, they have been making changes in his company for a few months now and he has been looking for work but on Friday he lost it....no redundancy package as he has only been back 12 months (i say back because he worked here for 2 yrs once before, but left and then got ASKED to go back) that is what is sooooo futrating this time last year he had a decent job and this company wanted him back so offered him a lovely package that no-one could refuse...so now here we sit, michael has no job. This is scary. Having never been in this position before it is difficult to know how to react, for now do we carry on as "normal"? - spending money and getting shopping (all be it a little more careful), or do we go into hiding and pretent its not happening? my mind is full and yet this empty feeling i had feels like its slowly creeping in.... did i mention its my birthday on Monday?
xx